MY PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORIES.
Monday, June 30, 2008
I wont see you tonight Part 1. Avenged Sevenfold
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved
It's building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me,
You're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name
I won't see you tonight
Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone everything will be alright
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
Well this song shows how i feel now. Really sad, frustrated and angry. Got back chem results, and got what, a freaking U for chem. After all the hardwork i put in, i really wonder if hardwork is key to good grades. Going to find out what went wrong, like what my uncle told me " Dont look back, you cant do anything to change the past. But you can change your future". And im going to read this book my father pass to me " Failing forward" hope this dusty book on my messy table will inspire me. Well econs is really expected, and physics if i pass it i think my mum will strike her 4D and my brother will stop smoking. Maths im the most afraid one, spend so much time praticing but hopefully its not the same case as chem where i fail. At least an E please?
Speaking about my brother, i really have to salute him. My mum talk about illegal cigrattes and say some contain substances that can kill. So the smart one says " Oh so cannot smoke illegal one, then legal ones are safe" What the hell, use your freaking brains please. Illegal or legal, both are lethal, can kill, causes all sorts of cancer. So theres not much difference, its either you die from a long painful death or a long painful death.
Well things on a brighter side, or not. Theres this weird guy who addded me on friendster then on msn. He started the conversation like normally, then he like introduced himself, telling me his height and weight. This is when things get sort of weird. He started telling me that he's a Bisexual and asked me if im one. WHAT THE FUCK! Bastard, do i look like a freaking BI to you, you pervert sick bastard. Why are all these weird people adding me on friendster and msn. ARGH!!
Well things are surely going to change. " Sorrow sank deep inside my blood"
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Sunday, June 29, 2008
Well dog ask me to do, being a good puppy i shall do this:
1) Why am i doing this?
For dog lar
2) Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket
Jupiter =) First person on Jupiter beat that suckers
3) What's your favourite thing to do?
Bitch, be retarded, do stupid stuff
4) Do you think money can buy happiness?
is it on sale?
5) If you have one dream to come true, what will it be?
hope that my other dreams will come true too
6) Do you believe you can survive without money?
if you can eat, drink and breathe them. If not yes
7) Have you ever played an instrument?
violin and guitar
8) If you win $1million, what will you do?
i wouldnt believe my damn luck.
9) What do you think of yourself?
im a human just like all of you
10) List 3 good points of the person who tagged you
my doggy, bestfriend, i love you
11) What makes you happy?
myself
12) What type of person you hate most?
if you are worse than my brother, i fucking hate you
13) Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
provided in 10 years time the roads have mirror, if not i dont see myself 10 years down the road
14) If you have superpower, what will it be?
erm i want to fly, have supervision (my eyesight sucks)
15) What do you think is the most important in your life?
friendship ofcourse
16) If it's the end of the world, what will be your last wish?
go back to the start
17) If you have a chance to choose, will you go back in time? When will it be?
Ofcourse yes! Sec 4 time, but ofcourse without the existence of william john
18) Whats the most significant event in your life?
the day im born
19) Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
him yes, her depends
20) What's your next aim?
go to sleep for like a week or more
I shall not continue this freaking chain question thingy. Should be asleep now, euro 2008 finals is like starting soon. Need my beauty sleep NOW! Bye and goodnight!!
MEMORIES FADE.PICTURES WONT.{10:03 PM}
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Saturday, June 28, 2008
Yesterday was D-day! Physics was shit, forgot everything i read, but who cares haha. Wanted to sleep, but my back hurts again. So i only can sit. On my left was meanie, who seems to have study for the test. But i think she act only HAHA. After that went to vivo to celebrate Alex/daddy/ my husband, birthday. Went to Subway to buy food then bring up to the last level fountain there to have our lunch/breakfast. Many gay photos were taken, no actually is all brandon. What do you expect, its brandon, of course the photos must be gay.
Today went for combined schools trial. Ben soh told us its 8 but actually it starts at 9. What the fuck! Woke up so early. Well the trials was kind of screwed, so little people come down. After that went for SASS training. My drag flicks are getting better. And the match was really fun, i lobbed Zaid like twice. Going to practice on that next time.
Went home and sleep for like 5 hours then after dinner played PSP, what a pig.
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Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Papaya and dragonfruit doenst mix!! Not say it taste disgusting together, i love fruits! Papaya is a fruit that really helps you to clear your bowels real well. And dragonfruit, it detox your body, if im not wrong. But these two fruits clears your bowels real good, so if you guys have constipation eat EITHER one of them. I said either because yesterday i ate BOTH of them. The result is having to shit 3 times within 2 hours! And lucky today have exams in the afternoon, just imagine i have papers in the morning. I'll be doing the exams in the toilet.
So NEVER eat papaya and dragonfruit on the same day. You will regret.
Well my common test is unofficially over. Athough have physics on friday, but i know nuts about physics. Im going to spend my time tommorrow watching movies and playing PSP!!
Selected to go for combined schools trial, hope can get inside. But ASEAN combined schools tournament is at August, 1 month before promos. OHNO!!!
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Sunday, June 22, 2008
The time has come, tommorrow is the first day of our Common Test. Well after months of sleeping in lecture, eating in lectures and tutorials, sleeping in tutorials (mostly in physics), talking in classes and of course ponning lessons, what i have learnt will be put to a test.
Well like all students i'll be aiming for the best grade. YES!! I hope i'll be getting 'S' for all my subjects. SUPERB! I wont be getting 'A', Atrocious, my parents will kill me. And ofcourse if i get A's for all my subjects, theres a great possibility that i'll retain. NOT GOOD!
So friends study hard! Erm wait! There's only a few more hours to the common test, no point studying now! Why not enjoy your last few hours.
Well good luck all. =)
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Well heard of this " The most dangerous place is the safest". Its not true. My mum found my brother prize possession. His packs of cigrattes. He hid it somewhere that no one can think of hiding something, because its not secretive enough? And i think he hid it in the shoe shelf or something. And my mum was super fortunate to find his packs, and she wasnt even looking for the cigrattes. Its just like conincidence. But my mum luck was my brother downfall, his efforts of denying that he smoke went down the drain. Aww poor thing?? Hell no! Who ask you smoke, smoke somemore and your lungs will not be black. But DARK black. But i dont know that he got admit he got smoke anot. But he told my mum that his selling them. Not bad, my brother has ambition to be an entreprenuer. All business start small, so why dont begin with selling cigrattes. I can see in about 20-30 years time my brother making it big in his business. He's going to be a millionare and im going to con him.
So its proven, the most dangerous place is NOT the safest
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Tau Heuy and red bean doesnt mix! AT ALL!! Today my mum asked me to eat because i didnt have my lunch. So being a good boy i went to eat. The tau heuy was OK but that freaking red beans. They are big and disgustingly sweet. After finishing it i nearly wanted to puke. I drank lots of water and ate lots of sweets, but it still didnt get rid of the taste.
Suddenly time flies super fast, few days more to school! And Common test! Fuck!! HAHA
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Saturday, June 14, 2008
As promised heres a review of my academics so far. Theres only one word to describe it. "HORRENDOUS!!"
Well yesterday went to Ameer's house for BBQ, his birthday and hockey celebration. And today im sick, because of the sambal prawn, otah, chicken curry and sleeping very very late. Its not a good combination. Played "Dark Room" super funny, until Arnand broke ameer's bed. Happy birthday eh??
After days of revision and stuff, i feel that im getting smarter =)..
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Well half a year is gone and my hockey season officially came to an official close. Let me sum up my hockey season so far. Firstly, Khalsa took part in the under 21 tournament. It was the beginning of my learning journey. We beat the defending champion SCC 2-1, but lost to the eventual champions SAFSA. We were on level points with SCC and SAFSA, but lost out on goal difference. I also scored my 1st goal of the year agianst TPJC. I remembered i got the ball at top D, and i sweep it to the bottom left corner. Sweet goal!
Then i went into SAJC through sports appeal. Its a totally different environment from SASS and Khalsa. People there are much more serious in trainings and games. But in SASS and Khalsa, ttrainings are slack and we will playaful even if PS is around. And in games, we will laugh and really have fun. Even sometimes if we are losing. My time in SAJC was the period when i really improved on my fitness. And now i can last the whole game.
A Division was also a brand new experience for me. Players there all have fitness and they keep on running. But sadly most of them do not have what i call " Hockey sense". This tournament is very special as i scored 2 goals. My first ever in school tournament. And in the semis, we went to penalties. Which i put in the winning one, credit also given to Ram who save one and the 4 other flickers. Oh and who can forget about the ACSI player who miss his penalty, thank you. And we went to the finals but sadly im suspended. Oh and this is the first school tournament i got suspended and recieve lots of cards. Yes my green card in the semis was really a ..... WAIT! Its not even a foul. The ACSI player xianyi body/stick check me. But who cares, in the under 18 tournament which im going to talk about later, i gave him back what he deserves haha. Oh Christain hit him or done something. Well done! Lets go back to the semis, the refree i must say is freaking blind. I think blinded by money. The ACSI people might have bribed him, or he thinks flashing green cards around is cool. Well screw you.
This is also the 1st time Khalsa took part in the premier league. We are the youngest ever team to participate. We started off slow, getting thrash 10-0 by SRC in our first match. But hey we ended with a bang! We won CSC 3-0, with 10 men, and somemore not our best squad. And the best part is me scoring 2 goals. Well we didnt participate to make up the numbers, we give lots of teams a hard fight. And we finish 2nd!!! from bottom with 10 points. But i really hope i can attend more of the games. But had trainings on saturdays and the fear of getting injured prevent me from going.
And finally the under 18 tournament that ended 2 days ago. Its super screwed up and crappy. Games are played in Northland and Teck Whye, what the hell!!! Some ulu place. And its like cramp up in a week. So postponed games are like played in the morning and worse, at ulu place. And the best is that our refree came late. Well we lost in the semis against Jansenites. And as usual we dont have subs. Thats like the trademark of Khalsa, short of players or no subs. We lost on penalties.
So this sums up my hockey season. But like always theres room for improvement.
Next entry will be the summary of my academics so far. Excited eh people???
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Monday, June 2, 2008
Hi Jie!!! I know you will be reading this. And i read your blog already, erm ITS PATHETIC haha. Nevermind, i know its my natural talent to be entertaining. Haha. Ok im inspired by my Jie to blog about people appearing offline. Firstly i want to say to my Jie is : APPEARING OFFLINE IS NOT COOL, ITS DUMB!! The point of going online is to chat. And you freaking appear offline, who's going to talk to you. If you are someone as crazy as ??? (shall not mention name), ok fine you can talk to yourself. But normal humans like you and me need someone to talk to. By appearing offline, who in the right mind will talk to someone who they think is offline? As i said, i dont want to mention names, if you are crazy you might. Normal humans like me and you have the sense NOT to talk to someone offline/appearing offline. Because it might take ages for that person to reply. And by the time that person reply, my hair might already turn grey. Or worse, i might start balding.
And if you appear offline and talk to someone. That person will think that you are crazy/act cute. Because since you are online, WHY DONT YOU FREAKING CHANGE YOUR STATUS TO ONLINE. If you are busy then put " Busy " lar! Brains?!?! And if you appear offline and dont want to talk to anyone, THEN WHATS THE FREAKING POINT OF COMING ONLINE IN THE BEGINNING??? You know you are wasting electricity, and ultimately you are causing global warming. And if you are really THAT BUSY, then why still come online? Shouldnt you be focus on what you are doing?
So bottom line is this JIE! Appearing offline is dumb, stupid, selfish (remember global warming?) and just dumb. SO JIE DONT APPEAR OFFLINE!!! You should be spreading the ' Anti-appearing offline " message.
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Sunday, June 1, 2008
Today, i must say is the best Sunday i ever had. What i do today? Nothing! Yeah, first thing in the late morning i took out my chem notes and tell myself "I WILL STUDY". But even before i open my notes, "HACK!! Im going to slack". Haha. Thats the attitude boys and girls, im your role model? Haha. So i on my laptop, and went straight to Crunchyroll to watch a movie. And guess what brave little Fongwai choose to watch? Yes Eye 10!!! The horror movie about a group of people.........aiya lazy to summarize the movie. But im sure most of you guys know the movie, if not too bad. Yeah but the movie is kind of funny, haha. And its full of animated effects? Haha
Yesterday went to play soccer with that group of friends in SASS. Haha. I think i MIA for like ages?? Ive finally come out from that huge stone im living under. Its like so long since ive touch a soccer ball. But i think we only played for awhile. Because it rain, WITH LIGHTNING. Yeah so according to MOE, if there's lightning all outdoor activities should stop. But not quite, our dear friends think that they are made of rubber and they continued playing basketball at the side. Well done boys. Sadly NORMAL humans like me,cheney and alan stayed indoors. We aint superman ok. After much fooling around, we went to Macs to decide where we want to go. And we decided to go to Dhoby Xchange, yeah the free flow place. Haha. Well after dinner, they decided to go to Lester's house to stay over night, but being a good boy i didnt go. Hey, i'll miss my mama and papa ok.
Tommorrow is our first under 18 match, and guess what? We are playing agaisnt SRC. Under 18 this year is really screwed up. Our games are like played in Northland Secondary School. WHAT THE FUCK?!?! What happen to Delta and CCAB?? Haha. And there are only like 5 teams participating. SRC, SCC, Jansenites, CSC and Khalsa. Never mind hopefully it will end quickly haha.
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