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Friday, August 29, 2008

FUCK!!! Why my laptop cannot download my creative disk!! Now how am i going to put new songs into my Creative. Shit shit shit!!!

This week im super lethargic. Although i sleep like 11 plus, i still feel super sleepy in school. And the worst is in the afternoon and night, i still feel sleepy. So i didnt study much! Its a freaking nightmare!

Service learning was really an eye-opener for me. Me and Glenn spend like 1hour plus thinking and figuring out the chord of "I love you, you love me". One freaking song! And the song is my only song i play the guitar..... Nevermind its ok, haha. OK because i cant freaking sing and play at the same time, too lousy! Anyway, I was abit nervous at first. Singing to a group of strangers is really something new. I was really afraid that the kids will not be interested. But actually they were OK, and especially when we sing the kiddy songs. The kids got freaking high when we sing "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star". The 1st session we only sing a few songs, and Chan Yam Yoke was saying that we should sing more songs. Idiot! Anyway, the whole Service Learning me and Glenn were in the hall and having a hell of a time. Especially during the 2nd session, we got freaking high that we sing alot of random songs. And i got so tired that i cant really sing after that.

My only guitar performance HAHAHA!

Me singing!!!

Twinkle twinkle little star

DONT STEAL MY FOOD!!!!!!

Third Law of Neoneo: Shes is small

I was sleepy OK!!

Thursday went for Khalsa training. PS got us to play this match called the "Bermuda Triangle". He says it helps to build match fitness. And the game is quite complicated. There are 3 goal, and when you score at one, you cant socre at the same goal. Until the next goal is scored at the either 2 goal. Its super fun though. Oh and Rueben came! Its been so long since ive saw him. My roomate for dont know how many years. And we are still going to be roommates for this year trip!

I need to go for runs!

Today Teacher's Day, ponned school to visit teachers in SASS. Ms Sng in particular. Shes like the best teacher one can ever have.

Oh on Wednesday me and Dog went to buy a custom make card for Ms Sng. And being boys from boys school, we dont really have that artistic talent. So lets just say we have abit of problems looking for nice stuff to put on the card. But i think Dog's classmates did a pretty good job to make the card.

Ok back to today. So almost all the 4SA people in SAJC ponned school. Walked around the school, saw many teachers who had taught us. And there is this particular incident that is really funny, but embarassing. Ok maybe its only embarassing for me. Anyway, we were walking around school to look for Ms Sng. And someone said that he saw her, and most of us agree that the teacher walking donwstairs was her. So we all decided to walk to the staircase to wait for her. Being the guy right infront, im the 1st one to wave to the "Ms Sng". And the "Ms Sng" waved back, and when I walked closer.... SHIT!!! Its not Ms Sng! HAHA, Blame it on my bad eyesight!

After that went to Just Acia, wasnt that hungry though. And Anthony treat me!! Thanks! Then after went to play LAN. Im not really into LAN gaming, yeah. But had my first DOTA game. I think im playing it after promos! Haha.

Then after much stonning we went to Carl's Junior. Did many dumb stuff, like hmm i shall not say it here. But anyway Jian, Dog and Nic know what im talking about. I wonder if Andrew found the badge...

Studying tommorrow! Dog say must push for 7 hours!

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Monday, August 25, 2008

Joel, me, Isaac. I look soooo smart =)

Talk about bad timing, everytime when i have ideas and things to blog about, im not using the
laptop. But, like now, when im using the laptop i'll forget all i want to say.

Well Killer Monday is over. Chem and physics tests done! What made my day is that Mrs Kang said that she got nothing else to teach, so it means no tutorial for today! But being a good boy, i use the time wisely to study physics, which didnt really helps. And ofcourse to catch some sleep. I seriously need to sleep! Not that i sleep late, but i always feel like i dont have enough sleep. No matter how early i sleep, i still feel tired. Coffee wont help, i can freaking drink 10 big cups of coffee and go to sleep straight away.

EOM draft 2 is killing me, i cant freaking think! I have no ideas and i have no idea what to write. Please some inspiration? Think, focus and concentrate. Think, focus and concentrate......

Service learning tommorrow! Im so excited, i cant wait to sing for the mentally challenged children. They will be mesmorised by my beautiful and sweet voice. Haha. But there's one problem, i need to freaking memorise the lyrics for "You and Me" by Lifehouse! I can do it! Haha.

I have so many things i want to do! Like packing my file, its like exploding! "Time is running fast away". Time is so freaking precious! One freaking hour means a lot now!

Im going for Khalsa training on Thursday!!! Yes! Because Friday dont have any lessons!

Oh yes, i need to get disposable contact lens. Because i cant freaking see the hockey ball after 7pm.

Back to singing!

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Saturday, August 23, 2008

GERMANY ARE OLYMPIC CHAMPIONS!!
The score was 1-0, goal scored by Christopher Zeller. What a nice drag flick.

Next monday will be a killer! Chem test and Physics MSA and i havent studied at all. So screwed. Being fongwai, i'll find a way to study everything in a day. Today im just too tired to do anything, or maybe do 1 chapter. Im just too lazy.

As promos draws closer, the stress is increasing. Its like im being tau pok by Cheney, and as each passes, more cheneys are added to the tau pok. Get it? And i cant freaking study at home!! There's like too many distractions. My bed, guitar, my brother, laptop and food. I cant freaking sit for 2 hours straight. Its time to study outside!!!

Today is like the last training until after promos. Finally training today is enjoyable. I just love the 2 vs 1. Its like what we always practice in SASS/ Khalsa trainings. But ofcourse PS will always add some twist to it. Match was super fun, love it!

Then had Founder's Day. The school had sent me a letter informing me about the ceremony. There is also a dress code list, and it clearly states that I have to wear black shoes. But being a smart ass, i wore white shoes. And Mrs Low was erm abit shock. In the end had to ask Jian to bring his black converse sneakers. The ceremony was alright. The speakers are quite entertaining, and Paul made his speech. At the end, our belovered Mr Yee lead us in the school song. Like always everyone sang with passion and like always I can feel the SA spirit. After that took some photos which i'll upload soon, my laptop bluetooth is just screwing with me now. But the most disappointing thing is there's not enough free food! I've starve myself for 5 hours just to whack the food, but in the end i was like a begger eating food from other people platel. Where's my sandwiches? My curry puff? My chicken wings and drumsticks? Cakes? Arghh!! And worse the drinks they serve is like crap. The coffee taste like shit and the only cold drink is cold water. I seriously think the school is on budget. Maybe because last year there are lots of unfinished food. And this year i've come prepared for the food and in the end the food i've eaten only fill 0.00000001% of my stomach.

After that fetch my brother to Delta for his Div 2 game. Then my mum keep driving to different location for dinner but its either close or too crowded, and we have to rush back to watch hockey finals. So in the end we went to Toa Payoh for dinner.

Tommorrow have to go to Glenn's house to prepare for service learning. Must figure out the chords for songs we are going to sing at Rainbow Centre. Going to cycle to his house, provided my muscle dont ache tommrrow.

I have so many things to blog about, like about my irritating brother. Im super duper tired, going to crash soon. Chop off my head please! I need alcohol!

Oh i havent opened my prize yet

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Monday, August 18, 2008

Good Charlotte: Hold On

This world

This world is cold

But you don't

You don't have to go

You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care

Your mother's gone and your father hits you

This pain you cannot bear

But we all bleed the same way as you do

And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go

Hold on it gets better than you know

Your days

You say they're way too long

And your nights

You can't sleep at all

Hold on

And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to know more

And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to know more

But we all bleed the same way as you do

And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go

Hold on it gets better than you know

Don't stop looking, you're one step closer

Don't stop searching, it's not over

Hold on

What are you looking for?

What are you waiting for?

Do you know what you're doing to me?

Go ahead...What are you waiting for?

Hold on if you feel like letting go

Hold on it gets better than you know

Don't stop looking, you're one step closer

Don't stop searching, it's not over

Hold on if you feel like letting go

Hold on it gets better than you know

Hold on

GC rocks! I just love their lyrics and the music video. Its super meaningful. This song made me feel much more better. Check out the lyrics! "Hold on if you feel like letting go. Hold on it gets better than you know". I can relly relate to the lyrics, its like bible verses! So people who are troubled dont give up!

This Saturday i have to attend Founder's Day, top in Geography. Thanks thanks! Haha, jian must make a big big banner for me! Oh Jian thought that the school will give me cash. Want me to treat you idiot! But sadly the "kiam siap" school gave me a $50 Borders voucher card. And i gave it to my dad, im such a good boy! Anyway, Jian if you want a treat you can eat my voucher card. Haha. Oh there will also be free food! The food is not bad, the curry puffs, cakes and chicken wings! Last year we ate like one big plate of chicken wings and curry puffs.

I guess we were super hungry that day.

Argh im craving for alcohol now! I want a carton of Jolly Shandy. OMG yes! My dad got put a bottle of beer in the fridge, going to share with him! I think im becoming an alcoholic.

Back to studying!

Oh yes i'll be ok thanks!

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Saturday, August 16, 2008

To hate is much more easier than to love. Ive become like a small angry little boy who hates everything. There are so many things in my mind now. Im troubled and confused. ARGH this feeling really suck. Somebody help please? Need somebody to talk to. I should get one of those robots, then i can talk to it. Im counting down to the days im graduating from SAJC. I cant wait!! I still got 1 year and 4 months. There's always a shortcut to stuff. If i go to poly, then it'll be 4months or even lesser. SWEET! I hate every single second of my life now. I hardly smile and im getting moody. Bring back the good old days. Balls to my sad life now.

I need a hug!

we shall rock tonight

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Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Argh!! Why am i doing here. i should be studying!! Waiting for Xinxin to come online to do GP, now its already 9.30. She suppose to come online at 9! Nevermind i shall be patient and wait.

Seriously i think school sucks. This feeling never ever happened to me. The thought of retaining sucks. As each day pass, the chances of me retaining increases. I regretted not going to poly. Maybe i should go at the end of the year. I cannot stand JC life and SAJC.

Yesterday night i didnt have a good night sleep. I was thinking of suicide. The thought of suicide just creeps into my mind. And i spent freaking 30minutes thinking about it. And ive concluded that there's no easy and painless way to commit suicide. Lets say if you want to slit your wrist, what if you didnt cut properly. If you want to jump from a building, half-way down you'll regret. But it'll be too late. Unless Spiderman or Superman or Teen Titans or Ben 10 come and save you. What about stabbing yourself. It'll be too painful, and maybe you are not strong enough. So imagine going through the pain and not dying. These are just a few examples.

Ive never been so unhappy in my whole freaking life. Why cant i be like my brother. He's so carefree, he doesnt care about his studies. And he still can at least pass. Maybe its because of the cigrattes. Hmm maybe i should also start smoking.

OK no more negative thoughts!!! For now....

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Saturday, August 9, 2008

So many things to say, but forgot like half of it. Hopefully as i blog, i'll remember.

This week is just fantastic. Kang Bitch started my week well. Yes i know, of all person her? The lady with two butts informed the class that next Monday is a holiday. I didnt know that. And apparently that bitch saw what i did, and she shifts me to the front of the class. Its a nightmare! Sitting right under her nose, i can see her FATS!! I think i need to change my specs. Anyway as i thought my eyes will suffer for 3 periods, but because of 2nd grade friend she walked out of the class. Sweet! But ofcourse the following lessons of GP is still like crap.

Friday ponned school. Its becoming a habit of mine. Well National Day celebration in SASS is not as nice as last time. But there's still boxing.

Then went back to SAJC for pilot run. I had fun throwing water bombs at my fellow classmates. Apparently the waterbombs i threw at Neoneo didnt burst. Too fat!! It just rebound and drop on the floor. After that they all went to Dhouby for lunch. I went to Far East to taper me pants. Then went to Airport to send Bryan off to the States. Dog suggested that we go to Peopeye's to try the chicken, and it turn out not as "nice" as we thought it would be. After that went home to pack my shirt. Then met Sean and David at Kovan MRT. We then walked to Lester's house for the BBQ and stayover.

I discovered my talent of BBQ-ing fish and marshmellows. Oh ya the marshmellows were NICE! I want to have it for breakfast, lunch and dinner! Me and Mok wanted to get more food and marshmellows. At first we went to Cheers, the ice-cream there is $1.10. So we went to 7-11, it costs $1.20. Luckily i saw the SPC, the ice-cream there is only 90cents. We bought a carton of Jolly Shandy. We thought the cashier will check our IC, but she didnt. Cycling back, we decided to share a can at the road junction. NOT WISE! Its freaking 7th month, and drinking at a road junction at a semi-ulu place.

I slept about a few hours, on the sofa. Stupid Jon was leading against my leg. Woke up with a backache. Drank the remaining Jolly Shandy with Dog, Nic and Jon. What a way to start off a day. Fooled around in Lester's room, mass tau pok, pulling down Mok's pants, sending messages on Mok's phone and thrasing Jian 9-0 on Winning Eleven.

Went back with David, met my parents at PP. Dinner at my grandmother's house was great. Mushrooms with lots of chilli sauce! Super nice. I had a craving for ice-cream so i searched the fridge, but sadly there's no stock. So mum went to buy. Coconut and chocolate ice-cream!! YUMMY!

My craving for sweet things never end. I want to open a candy shop and ice-cream shop!

I cant wait to get my electric guitar. Playing songs on my auntie's old classical guitar sucks.

Blogging when im super tired sucks.

Monday is a holiday! Yeah!

GP sucks

Chinese sucks

schook sucks

SAJC sucks

Being random rocks!!

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Saturday, August 2, 2008

I got lots of things to say!!! This week is full of ups and downs. Well my father has finally agree to pay 50% of my guitar. Yes like that will help, i'll still have to pay 500-600 bucks, Hello! i dont work. Money dont fall from the sky and grow on trees. I wonder how am i going to get that much of money. Hmmm i wonder if robbing the bank will work. Lets just see my opportunity cost. Maybe conning my auntie, ive successfully coned her before. Im not sure if she will fall for it again. Maybe i should negotiate with my dad, which is like super hard. Oh well lets see how it goes. So people please kindly donate to Fongwai's guitar fund!

This week had PTM. This year is a very special year for me. I get to meet someone important, gosh i was super excited. I get to meet the DP Ms Mabel Chia. At first i was afraid that she'll just eat me up. But she didnt, if not i wont be blogging now right? I didnt get screwed by her. But she told me about my grades and stuff, and we did some analysis on what went wrong. Hopefully it helps, i also got a study organizer. Nice!! PTM also got freebies to take. Arghh! i need to study super hard. I dont want to retain. One more extra year in this fucked up school will really just kill me.

I wonder what will happen if i retain. Should i just end my life? Its already miserable enough. Maybe not, im too puss to kill myself. I really regret not going to poly, fuck! I can get into my Areonautical course, shit! I think things will be different if im in poly now. Should i go poly at the end of this year? If i weigh the pros and cons, i think theres more pros then cons. The happiest thing is that i can say byebye to SAJC. But i will waste this year. Lets see how it goes.

Its bitching time!! Today special guest is Mrs Kang, shes my GP teacher. She's old and she's fat, she also wants to be pregnant again. FAT hope hahaha, man i just want to puke. She sucks, she cant teach, she's a bitch, she have no link, she uses "chim" words but wrongly. If yoou ask her a question, she'll not answer the question and you never get what she is saying. Let me illustrate this. Imagine you are a passenger in a taxi, and Mrs Kang is the taxi driver. You are in Boon Lay and you want to go to Changi Airport. But instead of going by PIE, she'll bring you around Pasir Panjang, to Ang Mo Kio, to Yio Chu Kang then to Orchard, then to Woodlands, cross the check point to JB, then back to SG, around Joo Chiat, then to Marine Parade and in the end you end up in TanahMerah Ferry terminal. Get the idea? I seriously think she failed her GP.

Today have open house, actually it just a freaking CCA display. And the number of people who went, like peanuts. No offence Jian. Played tennis with Brandon, played passing with Howe Yong, waterpolo. Im so talented! Haha. Well i basically just slack around. Suppose to walk around with meanie Rachel. But in the end she have to go for her Canoeing training. PS me again!! Haha, just joking.

After that went to play soccer with dog, mok, ting, jian, sean and alan. Played with this team, and this particular guy. A freaking Chelsea supporter, he keep fouling people and when people foul him he not happy. I try to catch him with my elbow a few times, but sadly he escaped. He's such a bastard. Well maybe all Chelsea supporters are like that.

After that went to Just Acia for dinner. And the place is freaking crowded, but we didnt wait too long to have a table. Ate spicy chicken, people like Mok and Jian "kay kiang", cannot take spicy things. Haha. Then they played Dai Di , then the loser got to eat the kimchi which is like super not nice. And every round we add something, which make it sicker. Luckily i dont know how to play. Actually people teach me, but dont bother to learn. Ah yes, lucky Cheney wasnt there, he would have just finish all the leftovers.

I just miss hanging out with them, we always have our stuff on. Maybe holidays we everyday hang out. Still missing those sec4 days. No class can ever replace 4SA. But i cant really compare 4SA to any other classes. There are so many factors to consider.

Its kind of weird, because my feeling towards hockey now is crap. I suddenly just hate going for trainings. The passion to play for my school is gone. Maybe its just that fucked up feeling i have towards SAJC. I cant wait for promos to finish, ive got to self-train and go for Khalsa training. PS say we will be training for Premier League, im so excited. And he say we must carry Under 18 title.

Fucked up time, fucked up life, fucked up langauge, got to stop using those vulgarities. But i find it very useful. Ahh screw this. Hopefully this miserable year will be over. And maybe end with a high note. And i wouldnt pray next year will be better, i think it will be worst. No point praying though.

*points middle finger to the world and to everyone

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