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MY PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORIES.

Monday, February 23, 2009

Premier league is sort of going fine, i think we'll get better as we start to gel together. Though we played 2 lost 2, but i had the sense of satifaction after every game. Yes there is room for improvement, and im so glad that i know theres still stuff i need to learn and brush up on. Infact im looking forward to our next match, just to see if im improving. Im going to train with reubs on wednesday and thursday. Getting back our match fitness and our touch. Getting back my love for hockey and i found joy in it.

Read reader's Digest just now. Saw this article that says fast eaters grow fat. Haha, im a slow eater =)

People seem to get emo nowadays. Must be life being a J2. Maybe im glad im not in JC anymore. Im not running away, im just taking another path. And i got this shit feeling im not going to be an aerospace engineer when i grow up.


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Tuesday, February 17, 2009


Today is damn sucky, and it drained me mentally and physically. Received my NP letter, but im too lazy and tired to read now.

Im starting to understand things im confused about in the past, i think.

And i found out the fastest way to get tipsy! And i've tried it, together with 2 lonely hearts member. Come people, pay me $10 (student discount) for crash course.

Premier games are finally starting. But this week sucks to the max! Friday vs SG under21. Saturday vs Jansenites. Sunday vs Police. Can die!

And i pwned Jian in viwawa, 4wins in a row leh boy!

Here's a song to end a day, love this song!



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Thursday, February 12, 2009


Im getting seriously retarded. After typing out 3 paragraphs of post, i decided to delete them all. Some things are better left unsaid.

Had training today, im super rusty. Dribbling sucks, shooting ok, stoping sucks. Haiz. One more week to brush up my skills, this week dont have game. Argh im tired of waiting. PS got more than enough players to replace our 2 players who went to Under21 squad. Damn, more competition, but his still using the 10 minutes rolling sub policy.

"Whistle!" is a must watch anime. It freaking inspired me to train even harder, despite me feeling that my progression in hockey has already stopped. It has not! But then i have the feeling of retiring. Seriously, as i continue to play hockey it brings me both physical and mental pain. Im getting injured, and the injury take million of years to heal. And 8 years of playing hockey, never have i played in a school tournament finals before. Bdiv won last year, with only 3 of us graduating. From the 3, only darryl chow had played in finals, which they won. So that leaves me and Reuben on the same boat. Adiv is fucked up for me. I shall not say things in detail, but zoom in to the unfortunate event. I got a fucking green card for no reason. The guy just banged into me, if i know i'll get a card, i'll just heck his legs or something. But then its all over, and i guess or infact i know for sure i'll never win gold. Im dead serious.

when that look still in your eyes


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Sunday, February 8, 2009


Let me tell you guys something, playing in street soccer court aint always fun. For no fucking good reason, the opponent got pissed. Then there's this old man that keep disrupting the game cause the people we always play with, parked their bikes under the void deck. And it pisses the guys off. Well its partly their fault too, they know they cant park their bikes at the void deck. Plus its dangerous, according to Alan, the exhaust pipe will still be hot. Maybe the old man was right afterall. Our first casualty is Pig. The muay thai guy was wrong, but i think i know how he feels cause i been that, done that before. Will not really the swinging part. Second is Ting, it was cause by the most unexpected but expected guy, Nitesh. I think because he wanted to win badly, thats why he pushed Ting away. But fuck, its just a game, lose then lose lar. These things really piss people off, but we cant do anything. If im filthy rich, i'll build a cage at my house so all these shit wont happen.


After soccer, we went to Fish&Co. I suggested it cause i was craving for it. Had New York's, super nice! Saw Joshua again at Fish&Co, and he was AGAIN celebrating his friend's birthday. After that, we played the game that they played last week. Who reach the bottom of the step last will get whack. It was a race between Jon and Mok, to see who gets whack. But in the end its Mok. But the fun doesnt stop there, we get to pole Jon again. This time to the steps railing. Love the poling session, i think our poling skills have improve loads since 2 years ago.


Premier league matches are postponed. So getting owned will be postponed to next week. So have one more week to brush up my skills??? And ofcourse fitness, but i know for sure my match fitness will suck. Oh yes i got my shoulder guard, a.k.a the half bra.

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Lets just hope my shoulder socket wont pop out. And please let my ligament heal COMPLETELY. I still can feel a little pain.

And i want my damn Fender HSS strat! Argh i hate waiting for so long to get my electric guitar.

Oh yes my dad had gladly accepted to enroll me into some enigneering drawing shit. It was offered to my dad for free. And he decided to send me. At first i said 'NO', but with his constant naggin and fuck. I have no choice but to agree and go. Just imagine four days of total loneliness. Spending your time with people twice your age. And its from like 9-5pm. But the good thing is that my dad's paying me. THATS THE ONLY GOOD THING. Actually i still can get paid by working for him. Oh god, what have i gotten myself into.


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Monday, February 2, 2009


Premier's opening match, against Singapore Under-21 which is on saturday. On sunday is our second match, against SRC, which is like the best team fucking gay shit. I seriously think this is damn screw up. Whats worst its back to back! My legs are gonna hurt, my ass gonna hurt and my poor back! Times have changed, im getting old. But im quite optimistic about this year's premier league. Well, i've missed out a lot last year, i didnt play much. Hopefully this year i'll gain loads of experience and become a better player. The player im suppose to be. Somewhat i know where im lacking, match confidence. It always screw around with me, knowing that i can play better.

Well im counting down the days to my poly admission. One side of me is excited about the new prospect, and new opportunities. School of Engineering is going to be great i guess. Its gonna be sort of like boy's school. Finally im studying something that im interested in. No more mother-fucking maths, no more cibai chemistry, no more!

But then, another side of me is pessimistic. I guess its because im getting lazier.

I think producing music is damn cool. Its like putting together bits of puzzle together to form a picture. And imagine working with your favourite band or singer.

School Rumble is a freaking retarded anime! Why the hell did i watch it and im still going back to watch it. Waiting for new Bleach episodes to come out sucks!

Damn! I always have writers' block. I keep forgetting what to write. I think my brain is not functioning at optimum level. Need to oil it, maybe send it for repair.

Im starting to bore myself with this post...


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