Lesson 1 If Saturday dont get to play soccer, play on Sunday Lesson 2 But then have to wake up at 9 in the morning, which sucks because i usually sleep until afternoon on Sundays. Lesson 3 No one play soccer on Sundays, the court is freaking empty. So played soccer tennis and stuff. Lesson 4 People go to a great extent just to get free ice-cream and free drinks. Its a dog eat dog world out there people!!
Dog's erm dislocated toe? looks disgusting. But somehow it looks like a sperm to me. Anyhow, get well soon Doggy!! I guess its shoes for your birthday next year!
Going to find job with Mok again, he's getting desperate!
Holidays are still as boring as ever, but then i dont want school to start. What am i going to do with my life now?
Im just a happy-go-lucky person?
whose scars are bigger than these doubts of mine
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Sunday, November 16, 2008
I totally agree with BFFL, when we are in school we hope that holidays will come quickly. But when holidays are here, we pray that we are all back in school having fun. This sucks!! Whats worse, i cant play hockey for like 2-3 weeks. Cause i pulled my right arm ligament. If i had when to see the doctor earlier..... Damn i thought it was only a muscle pull, who knows i've damaged my ligament. So yup im going to rot and die. Now im like temporary handicap, i really cant do much, as in play.
Talking about school, all i want to say is BYE BYE SAJC!!! Thanks for making this year a living hell for me. And because of you, i fucking hate school. Thanks a lot!
Happy because im leaving SAJC for good. Why i hate it so much? And yes im never going to play hockey for them. This is something that i can rejoyce on. Oh happy days to come?
Sad because im going to leave my class. Great people! Someone told me that its hard to have close friends in JC, cause of the very short 1year plus. And people there are like always mugging? But then i've made great friends. Close friends i can say. People i can relate to, people i can talk to. There's a list of them, but im not going to mention it. Whats poly going to be like? What if i dont get into the course of my chioce, is that the end for me?
Decisions decisions, hopefully i make the right one. Dont want to have another shitty year, do I? Damn i always have this "Im so screwed" feeling. Why this year is so miserable for me? Is it me who make it miserable?
Ive been constantly questioning myself, but then i dont really have an answer for every question. Whats my purpose in life? I actually dont quite really know. Make others happy? Make myself happy? Things i do, is it just to please others? Confusing eh.
What i want to do now is just go somewhere far far away from everyone. Just to be alone..... Maybe one day i'll find my purpose in life, and have an answer for every question.
i wont see you tonight
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Tuesday, November 11, 2008
After reading BFFL's blog and from my experiences this year, im inspired to blog about FRIENDS. I think its one of the most important things in life. I cant possibly imagine someone without a friend. Even that weird guy in the class or that bully who screw your kindergarten life up, they all have at least a friend, a true friend.
Different people have their own definations of friends. Well they can be people you just say "Hi" and "Bye", to people who cares for you, people who are there for you no matter what. But whats most important is that you have a friend. I cant really imagine that i dont have a single friend. Then who can i talk to? Who will help me when im in trouble? Who will listen to me? Who will encourage me? I'll be lonely.
Hey thanks for being such great friends!! Here's a song for you guys.
I LOVE YOU ALL!
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Sunday, November 9, 2008
Sometimes i wish that time passes slowly, but then sometimes i wish that time passes quickly. Such contridicting statement. Yes when we are all having fun, we pray that time passes slowly. But times like studying for exams, or sitting in lectures, we all pray that time passes quickly.
Went for SAS hockey training. Do a lot of match fitness drills, though it doesnt look tiring, but it is. Oh yes Lumpy finally after years of hibernation, came back to hockey. He claims that he needs to lose weight. Haha. But yeah he still have his skills. Im supposed to run with him every training to help him lose weight. Under-20 tournament is coming up. Hopefully i can make it to the training team. Its a 9-a-side tournament, but we are used to it. Always playing without a full squad. Penang Sixes also coming, but then we are suppose to train at IA to get use to grass pitch. But sadly the freaking rain just have to spoil PS plans. Then again, im glad we dont have to train at IA, cause i have to wash my boots after training.
PW is almost over, still have to submit the GPF. OP is kind of crap, my speech reached a record timing of 2min 30sec. And it was my normal speed. God im talented. Q&A was kind of screw up too. Our questions are like "what the hell", and kind of forget what's my question. Oh well its over.
Saturday is now officially my "soccer day". Always playing with the same old group of adults. I think they are nice, and fun to play with. Using tricks will not get pass them. Some of them are like the size of rhinos and elephants, its impossible to get pass them.
Yesterday after soccer we went to PS. Actually wanted to go to the food court, but its freaking crowded. And super smart me suggested cafe cartel. Its quite expensive! I thought i was loaded, but after that dinner, im freaking broke! Went up to the last level to check out a shop that sell many swords and stuff. Alan show us the swords of Bleach characters. Damn i want to have one too, but then its freaking expensive. I rather use the money to buy my long-awaited guitar.
I want to be a shinigami =)
Well Mok wants to find a job. But then lazy me wants to play for like 6months. Haha. Oh i promised him that we'll find a job. And he freaking wants to work at New Urban Male. NONOO, the workers there are gay!! Go Ben's and Jerry's or some food place to work! Do they give their workers free ice cream???
My Creative mp3 used to have like 6 hours of playback time. But now it only have like 15minutes of playback time. Freaking screw up. Now i want an ipod too, am i too demanding?? Haha. But then guitar is still my top priority. I few like getting a Fender now. As is, its versatile and can play many differrent genres. But its freaking expensive. Nevermind i'll find a way to persuade my dad to buy me one.
screw man u!! Let me take over Ferguson!!
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Wednesday, November 5, 2008
This video is hilarious!! Human Tetris!! The Japs are freaking creative, who the hell can think of such games. I want to try it too! Haha.
Well i still havent do my OP yet, ruying is still sick, so we have to do it on Friday. And luckily we dont have to go school tomorrow to play audience. Get well soon ruying! Im lazy to do a proper I&R too!
Went to train with SAS today. I need to exercise!! Saturday soccer session is not enough. PS asked me to join the Bdiv in their gym training. ARGH damn i thought i wont have anymore gym trainings. But then its confirm more fun than SAJC training. Oh and PS asked me to play hockey for like months while waiting for my poly. He wants me to be a professional player eh!
PS is like the best coach ever! Where can you find a coach that really cares about your well-being. He goes to the street soccer court regularly to make sure we dont mix with wrong company and stuff. After training we'll have a good chit chat with him.
I want to go backpack!!!! Anyone wants to backpack with me???
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Sunday, November 2, 2008
Oh my!!! Every micrometres of my leg hurts like crap. 3 hours of training, which i hate like shit, and after that 2 hour plus of soccer. Played against some adults. Win some, lose some. Scored like almost all the goals with my weaker left foot. But damn made some mistakes, but hey i made up for it by scoring. But yeah i had fun like always. I think i prefer playing with adults, though yeah some are real fat and its impossible to get pass. But at least they are not as scary as those 'gangsters'.
After soccer, stoned at macs again. Went to 7-11 to buy a bottle of Long Island Tea. Dont think its nice, taste abit like cough syrup, but then again its alcohol, so yeah its nice! Haha. But yeah i will never drink Long Island Tea ever again. Newton Circus for dinner, ice kachang was damn nice. And lucky me, my mummy came to fetch me home. Else i have to endure the torture of taking the train. I think my legs will break even before i reach home. Plus i get to sleep in my parents' car.
In life we have to make decision. Some can be as simple as choosing what to eat, but some are just confusing. Sometimes im just afraid to make a decision as you are afraid of the consequences. But yes there are times when I make chioces without even thinking about the consequences. Yes thats life, i guess we all have to live with our chioces, and deal with the consequences, if theres any.
PW is the only on my mind now. OK im lying, my brain has officially stopped functioning. I cant think anymore, i cant memorise and my mind is just blank. OP is on tuesday, im quite excited haha. Ive mastered the art of "Speaking with a smile". I&R is crap, i just anyhow do.
escape from this afterlife
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THE PHOTOGRAPHER
FONG wai =)
sajs sass sajc
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I love guitar!
HOCKEY!!! IS MY LIFE
Dreams
Kick your ass
Win any hockey tournament
Become a better player
Get high
Live my life
