MY PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORIES.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Holidays are still quite boring, working for my papa. But recently have outings and stuff, so yeah, it brightened up my god damn holidays. Whats worse, i have to bear with it for another 2-3 months. Not promoting is starting to haunt me. Shit if i have just fucking gone to poly, or if im born one year later (but of course i cant control this). Maybe i really regretted things, but one thing i didnt regret is getting to know the people of 08S25. They are the reason why i come to school everyday (almost), they are the only reason why i like SAJC, other than that fuck SAJC. Anyway, next year will be real different. New people in poly and stuff, im not looking forward to it. I'll rather stop time right now! And be with them, and ofcourse 4SA people, plus alan. Soon they will all go to NS, and i'll be left alone with Mok. Seriously i cant possibly look forward to what seems like a miserable future. Thats why i want to freaking die at 18. Its the right age to die. I have nothing much to achieve, no ambitions and stuff. And look on the bright side, i dont have to go through much suffering. No need to think about money, and i wont have to go through illnesses. Die when you're most happy!
They say the captain
Goes down with the ship
So, when the world ends
Will God go down with it?
MEMORIES FADE.PICTURES WONT.{10:44 PM}
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Sunday, December 7, 2008
Troubled by many things now. If only im not the type who thinks a lot.
75% sure im not going to play under20
=(
these are my laments...
Need alcohol now!
MEMORIES FADE.PICTURES WONT.{10:26 PM}
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Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Im back from Penang!!! The trip was well fun. Though we didnt qualify for the knock-out stages, but i've gain lots of experience. This trip is not like the others, did many things that i never in my life did before or seen. I FINALLY GET TO SMOKE! OK out of my curiousity, i wanted to know why people, such as my brother likes to smoke. So i tried a stick, it wasnt pleasant. Instead of smoking it, the smoke from the tip went in my nose. That feeling is horrible. Furthermore, my room is connected to my bro's. And what the fuck, he's room is like use for smoking. Imagine how much second hand smoke i take in.
During the trip, i drank EVERYDAY! Especially the last two nights, me and Christian shared a bottle of vodka. After that still go to Ameer's room to play drinking games and continue to drink. Mixing them and taking shots!! Thats life!!!
At the last night there, there some initiation for the sec2s. Well i shall leave out the details, cause is freaking sick.
Once i came back from Penang, Kevin asked me to go for the class chalet. So i to please him i have to go, knowing that i only had an hour of sleep the other night. Hope you're guilty Kevin! Went there and stoned, then went home in the morning to sleep. After that went for guitar lessons, and asked my dad to buy alcohol for me to bring to the class chalet. Once again, mixing drinks for them. Nelia and me took loads of shots. But yeah didnt get drunk AGAIN!! Maybe my ability to drink is a curse. Turning into an alcoholic =(
Went home and sleep.
Finally things to brighten up my holidays. FUCKING BORING!!!
My right arm is not better, maybe if i didnt play it'll recover by now.
Drinking in Singapore is fucking expensive!
MEMORIES FADE.PICTURES WONT.{10:28 PM}
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