MY PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORIES.
Monday, June 30, 2008
I wont see you tonight Part 1. Avenged Sevenfold
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved
It's building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me,
You're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name
I won't see you tonight
Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone everything will be alright
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
Well this song shows how i feel now. Really sad, frustrated and angry. Got back chem results, and got what, a freaking U for chem. After all the hardwork i put in, i really wonder if hardwork is key to good grades. Going to find out what went wrong, like what my uncle told me " Dont look back, you cant do anything to change the past. But you can change your future". And im going to read this book my father pass to me " Failing forward" hope this dusty book on my messy table will inspire me. Well econs is really expected, and physics if i pass it i think my mum will strike her 4D and my brother will stop smoking. Maths im the most afraid one, spend so much time praticing but hopefully its not the same case as chem where i fail. At least an E please?
Speaking about my brother, i really have to salute him. My mum talk about illegal cigrattes and say some contain substances that can kill. So the smart one says " Oh so cannot smoke illegal one, then legal ones are safe" What the hell, use your freaking brains please. Illegal or legal, both are lethal, can kill, causes all sorts of cancer. So theres not much difference, its either you die from a long painful death or a long painful death.
Well things on a brighter side, or not. Theres this weird guy who addded me on friendster then on msn. He started the conversation like normally, then he like introduced himself, telling me his height and weight. This is when things get sort of weird. He started telling me that he's a Bisexual and asked me if im one. WHAT THE FUCK! Bastard, do i look like a freaking BI to you, you pervert sick bastard. Why are all these weird people adding me on friendster and msn. ARGH!!
Well things are surely going to change. " Sorrow sank deep inside my blood"
MEMORIES FADE.PICTURES WONT.{9:57 PM}
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