MY PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORIES.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Studying at home is really a pain in my ass! I cannot even complete a chapter without being distracted, by myself. Today i wanted to wake up in the morning to study but in the end, i fall asleep. And i hate people who are counting down to promos. Oh please stop! Its freaking killing me and giving me loads of stress. So people stop counting down on your blogs or on MSN. Oh i seriously beg all of you!
1) Im going to promote
2) Im going to get at least a C for all subjects
3) Im going to wear my pants higher, carry a backpack and pull it up high. Going to be a nerd!
4) I should stop using the laptop, like immediately.
My targets! Haha. Motivating myself to study wont help, but still might as well just try. I really dont have the mood and inspiration to study. I feel like burning all my books, notes and tutorials. I want to burn down SAJC. I want to fly to the moon and never come back! I cannot find a purpose in education. I want to die! Not literally, but spiritually and mentally.
Oh can i just disappear into thin air? Just fly away!
Wow i can make myself so emo, so angry and piss! Not bad! I think i have split personality, or like there's 2 Fongwais. One is the happy one, and another is the emo one. Kind of like the Devil and the Angel. But it seems like the Emo Fongwai is the dominating one! Hello Emo Fongwai!!
Im so tired now. Going to sleep soon. Feel like waking up a month later. Hmm i feel like swearing out loud now. Oh well.
MEMORIES FADE.PICTURES WONT.{9:27 PM}
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