MY PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORIES.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Gosh im so confused and troubled over stuff! I really dont know what to do now. Im feeling screw up, sad, angry and all the shit feeling. I got all sort of shit troubling me now, i just cant figure how to solve them all. This year has been really shit! From disappointing Olevel results to retaining. I dont really can remember any "Nice memory", all i can think of is all my grieve and sorrow. Well im not emo but im just reflecting, reflecting on how this year went. I so want this year to end as soon as possible. All these shit is killing me. In one of my earlier post, i hoped that this year will end in a high note. But i guess it wont.
I just want to die now. I figure out that maybe dying is the only way to escape from this shit forever. And i wont have to face anything forever too. Drinking dont solve my problems. But i still do it whenever i feel down. It just numbs my feeling and i kind of like it. Sometimes i wish i can talk to someone, but i just cant say everything out. Maybe its my nature to keep everything inside me. I may look perfectly fine outside, but inside its a different story.
Well its still early to make any New Year resolutions, but here's two
1) Die young, preferably by 18
2) Since im hoping to die young, im going to enjoy every second of my life
This is not an "emo" post! And im not feeling "emo" right now
MEMORIES FADE.PICTURES WONT.{8:22 PM}
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