MY PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORIES.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Yes!! Today is finally coming to an end. Training sucks, as usual, but i think today training pass super fast. But my back freaking hurts! I know its spoil already. I need a freaking massage. (*signal brandon and siu kiat to massage back). But this is only the beginning of my misery, there's still loads more training to come. Come on people, please try to injure me! Break my leg or hand or back or just anywhere! Seriously i do not have any mood and any shit to go for training, or play for SA. Who cares, maybe in 2 more weeks my wish might come true!!!
Anyway, didnt went to play soccer with the guys. My legs were really aching and i went to buy shoes. I've finally got my OWN pair of turf shoes. Im was really happy! Haha. No more using my brother's turf shoe without him knowing, or using Ram's shoe which is spoiling. And i also got a new pair of running shoes! My old pair has a big hole, which is kind of cute. And when my mum saw the condition of my shoe, she freaked out. And she freaking forbid me to wear the shoes to school!
Ok now i really need to buy my electric guitar! But my father is being a !**!@!@***!**!*@!. He keep saying see if i can promoted first. Screw you! It really pisses me off when he everytime say this. Its like no link to buying guitar. Promote or retain, what is it going to do with the guitar. Plus, im paying like 50% if it. So stop whinning and get me my freaking guitar, please.
Sometimes i really wonder why am i here in SAJC. Though i really regret coming here, but kudos to my class for making it abit worth while. Hmm i used to turn to hockey to destress and to escape from everything. But now i dont even want to go for trainings. It doesnt even help at all. Now need to find alternatives. I can always ask my ever creative brother for advices. Im sure he'll give me other alternatives.
Its so empty right now. I get pissed off and angry easily. Sometimes i really dont know what to say. Im super confused about stuff, troubled actually. I prefer to be left alone sometimes.
What's wrong with me?
MEMORIES FADE.PICTURES WONT.{10:18 PM}
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