MY PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORIES.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
I totally agree with BFFL, when we are in school we hope that holidays will come quickly. But when holidays are here, we pray that we are all back in school having fun. This sucks!! Whats worse, i cant play hockey for like 2-3 weeks. Cause i pulled my right arm ligament. If i had when to see the doctor earlier..... Damn i thought it was only a muscle pull, who knows i've damaged my ligament. So yup im going to rot and die. Now im like temporary handicap, i really cant do much, as in play.
Talking about school, all i want to say is BYE BYE SAJC!!! Thanks for making this year a living hell for me. And because of you, i fucking hate school. Thanks a lot!
Happy because im leaving SAJC for good. Why i hate it so much? And yes im never going to play hockey for them. This is something that i can rejoyce on. Oh happy days to come?
Sad because im going to leave my class. Great people! Someone told me that its hard to have close friends in JC, cause of the very short 1year plus. And people there are like always mugging? But then i've made great friends. Close friends i can say. People i can relate to, people i can talk to. There's a list of them, but im not going to mention it. Whats poly going to be like? What if i dont get into the course of my chioce, is that the end for me?
Decisions decisions, hopefully i make the right one. Dont want to have another shitty year, do I? Damn i always have this "Im so screwed" feeling. Why this year is so miserable for me? Is it me who make it miserable?
Ive been constantly questioning myself, but then i dont really have an answer for every question. Whats my purpose in life? I actually dont quite really know. Make others happy? Make myself happy? Things i do, is it just to please others? Confusing eh.
What i want to do now is just go somewhere far far away from everyone. Just to be alone..... Maybe one day i'll find my purpose in life, and have an answer for every question.
i wont see you tonight
MEMORIES FADE.PICTURES WONT.{10:52 PM}
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