MY PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORIES.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Holidays are still quite boring, working for my papa. But recently have outings and stuff, so yeah, it brightened up my god damn holidays. Whats worse, i have to bear with it for another 2-3 months. Not promoting is starting to haunt me. Shit if i have just fucking gone to poly, or if im born one year later (but of course i cant control this). Maybe i really regretted things, but one thing i didnt regret is getting to know the people of 08S25. They are the reason why i come to school everyday (almost), they are the only reason why i like SAJC, other than that fuck SAJC. Anyway, next year will be real different. New people in poly and stuff, im not looking forward to it. I'll rather stop time right now! And be with them, and ofcourse 4SA people, plus alan. Soon they will all go to NS, and i'll be left alone with Mok. Seriously i cant possibly look forward to what seems like a miserable future. Thats why i want to freaking die at 18. Its the right age to die. I have nothing much to achieve, no ambitions and stuff. And look on the bright side, i dont have to go through much suffering. No need to think about money, and i wont have to go through illnesses. Die when you're most happy!
They say the captain
Goes down with the ship
So, when the world ends
Will God go down with it?
MEMORIES FADE.PICTURES WONT.{10:44 PM}
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