MY PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORIES.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Another year gone, here comes another one. Time has pass faster and faster. I think its a sign from above, that my time on Earth is coming to the end. Anyways, last year was really shit and fuck. Hopefully this year will be way different. I will want to fucking forget about those fucked-up memories. But sadly, i will have to learn from my mistakes. Starting afresh! 2009 will always be different, just like every year. Im fucking 18! Soon... God its the age where i can make my own miracles! Drink Drink Drink Drink Drink! Im going to be in heaven. Maybe i should even build some compartment under my bed to store alcohol. And yeah i can learn how to drive. But after years sitting in my parents' car and my mum driving. It scared the balls out of me. And surprisingly no accidents yet, touch wood! So im kind of afraid to drive, but my dad assured me its going to alright. I always wanted to learn how to drive a motocycle, it sort of runs in my family. But then my mum doesnt allow. And my smart dad told me that i can learn it secretly. Whats the point?
I guess 2009 is a door to new opportunities. Gosh im so optimistic here! Well treasure every second of my damn life, if im really going to die soon. Well hello to poly too! I think im starting to lose interest in hockey? Or maybe its the long lay-off. My arm still hurts, Mr Denis told me it'll take about 3months. There goes Under21 tournament? Doubtful for premier league. Well im really that sad. Maybe the prospect of drinking every night makes me happy. "Professional Drinker" sounds good to me.
Missed countdown thingy with my friends, cause im was on the freaking cruise. Well cant complain much, must be grateful? Well went with parents, aunties and uncles. Hell it was boring, the only person around my age was my brother. Time passed quite fast. Went drinking in the bar, lets just say the cocktail is really cock. Let me show them how to mix! Hahaha. Dancing on the last day was abit erm ok. Uncle pangsei-ed me, and the rain spoil everything! Wanted to try to get high, but with parents around not a good idea.
I love travelling, sometimes i dream that i can travel around the world alone.
Some people have new year resolution and all that shit. But why? Setting goals and targets will just make you disappointed in the end. And at the end of the year, you all are going to look back and regret, "oh i should have done this done that". Aint going to happen to me! Going to live my life day by day. Dreams are meant to be dashed, goals are not meant to achieved and you'll never hit the bulls eye on the target. Call me a wet blanket for all i care. I think people like qin hong will kill me after reading this. Its just me!
So wait up, I'm not sleeping alone again tonight
There's so much to dream about
There must be more to my life
So wait up I'm not sleeping alone again tonight
Between the light and shallow waves is where I'm going to die
MEMORIES FADE.PICTURES WONT.{11:25 PM}
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