MY PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORIES.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Chinese New Year! My brother favourite festival, cause he can collect ang bao. Anyway, i think this year sucks! CNY just have to fall nicely on Monday and Tuesday. Its such a rush, didnt even visit my grand aunts and other relatives. Whats worst, i fall sick before CNY. And as i thought i recover, on CNY itself i had stomach ache. FUCK! All the yummy yummy food! Urgh, and my shit is freaking black/ greyish.
I sort of miss school. Not the sitting in lectures, not understanding a single shit. Or failing whatever test i take. But i miss friends around me, and fooling around in class. Maybe giving teachers hell. I feel quite isolated now, its beginning to turn me into an anti-social. All i can talk to is this four walls. Maybe my pillow and bolster. I cant wait for term to start, but then im too lazy to go to school anymore.
I have not use my brain for God knows how many months. And i think its dead. Ive been a very very good boy for not touching alcohol too! Actually its hard to drink when you share a room with your brother. Anyway alcohol is expensive too!
Beep test tomorrow, damn hopefully can pass. Have not exercise for like 2 weeks, muscles are weak. And im physically dead. Maybe next week i shall start running and stuff. Get myself to shape for Premier League. Speaking of hockey, i think im starting to get tired of it. Usually after a long layoff, i'll be eager to get back. But now im not even eager to pick up my stick and fly to CCAB. I think im going nowhere with it. Maybe its time to hang up my stick and retire. Im getting old anyway. And my shoulder socket is loose, it was out of place. Thats why my arm didnt recover.
Life's getting boring anyway...
Everyone seems so busy. Maybe they should be.
I'm always wishing,
I'm always wishing too late
For things to go my way
It always ends up the same
MEMORIES FADE.PICTURES WONT.{11:59 AM}
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